this had nothing to do with shoes that didn't fit or my relationship with my father who, as you know, made a fortune selling penny loafers in the fifties. these people died because of the criminal actions of my doctor. yes. my psychiatrist didn't insist that i stay on my medication. it was my finger that pulled the trigger, but i'm not morally responsible. my psychiatrist knew what i was capable of. how could i know. i'm not a doctor. look, i'm a victim here, too. i was a year away from getting my masters in art, now i'll never graduate. my life has been permanently disrupted. look, i'm in here. you call this a career move? we're in negotiations, that's correct. that doesn't apply to me because i'm not a criminal. i'm not a criminal! i wasn't convicted.