how are you, nick? as long as internal affairs wants you to, i suppose. sit down, nick. i know it is -- but sit down anyway so we can get it over with, okay? so -- how are things? how is your -- personal life? how about the booze? how about the coke? no? how's not smoking? yes. i still miss you, nick. i've asked dr. lamott to consult with us. this isn't really my turf. dr. lamott teaches the psycho- pathology of psychopathic behavior at stanford and is also a member of the justice department's psychological profile team. dr. lamott? she anticipates the book to be her best alibi. she's going to say do you think i'd be dumb enough to kill anyone in the exact way i've described in my book? i wouldn't do that because i'd know i'd be a suspect. what's the problem? you okay? you don't look so okay. baby-sitting. rookie cop. yes. don't -- please, nick -- please don't -- don't -- what was she like? catherine tramell. i met her at berkeley. we were in some of the same classes. i'm telling you. you've never been. like that. before. why? you weren't making love to me. you weren't making love. i thought you quit. top drawer in the foyer. get it on your way out. what are you talking about, nick -- what's wrong with you? nobody. it's a confidential psychiatric record, it'd be illegal --she backs into a wall. she looks very scared. he comes very close to her -- puts an arm behind her to the wall. no, nick, please -- nilsen. i still have my key. damnit! don't shut me out! you owe me more than that? sometimes i really hate you. i'm sorry. i don't usually. act like that. he was going to recommend your discharge a behavioral disability. i made a deal with him. he could review the session notes himself. it was the only way i could keep you on the force. yes. i care about you. i did it for you. i'd like to sit-in if you don't mind. i saw detective curran at his apartment around ten o'clock. he was sober and lucid. i asked him in my capacity as his departmental therapist about his altercation with lt. nilsen. he expressed regret and displayed no hostility. about fifteen minutes. i saw there was no reason for my concern and left. it's the least i could do. considering i got you into this mess with those reports. how do you know catherine tramell saw my reports? she must really be something. from a clinical point of view. i hardly knew her. she gave me the creeps, though. i don't know why. get some rest. promise? yes you did. i'm a big girl. i can handle it. hello, nick. this is dr. myron and r. mcelwaine. they've been asked to consult with me on this evaluation. what is your problem? i'm trying to help you. why won't you let me help you? yes you do. something's on with you. you're sleeping with her, aren't you? my interest is in you, not in her. she seduces people, she manipulates -- i know the type. i'm a psychologist. i feel sorry for you, nick. i didn't. something's wrong with my lock. what do you want, nick? she told you, didn't she? i slept with her once in school. i was just a kid. i was experimenting. it was just that one time. she developed a. fixation. on me. she styled her hair like mine. she wore the same kind of clothes i did. it scared me. isn't that what she told you? i did dye my hair. it didn't have anything to do with her. i was a redhead for a while, too. i had him in two classes. what do i say -- hey, listen, guys, i'm not gay, but i did fuck your suspect. i was embarrassed. it's the only time i've been with a woman. she's really sick you know. don't you know what she's doing? she knows i went to berkeley. she knows i knew noah. she makes up that story about me. she's handing you somebody who's obsessed with he her. she knew you'd find out who lisa henderson is. you're a good cop -- what did she do? tell you casually and make it seem irrelevant? did she tell you in bed, nick? that's how i'd do it. i got married. he was on staff at the clinic. i was down in salinas. it didn't. last long. nick -- do you really think i. that i could kill someone. i never even met johnny boz. what about nilsen? what possible motive would i have to kill him? she's evil. she's brilliant. be careful, nick. what are you doing here? i got a message on my machine to meet gus here. where is he? what? what is wrong with you? i loved you.