nerves of steel. i didn't say that. your motivity rate checked out a little slower than last time. meaning you don't run as fast as you used to. during the road test. your mind kept wandering. that bothered me. considering the nature of your work, that could be unhealthy. you got a birthday coming up. but you haven't put in for emigration. you're going to be over the limit. what if you change your mind? you sure? too old. my job is here.