he said an orchid and a beautiful woman belonged together.  it was our first date.
he said that it was the orchid i wore that made him fall in love with me.
the best of the best he was.  this cruise was supposed to be our 60th anniversary gift to each other. he died last spring.
i was going to wear one. special for him. like a memory.
but without him here i don't know why i should.