fucking now i do. what, i pay costello and wait for him to trade me to the fbi? cause that's what he does. oh my god, is that french out there? forget what i said. i'm fucking high, i'm high. forget it, i'm high, i must be high, i would never say what you thought i said. why do you think he's not arrested? costello's a protected fbi informant. he'll trade you out. i thought i was supposed to go into shock. i'm not in shock. it fucking hurts. it fucking hurts.