i'd like to make an appointment. well, i met this man, joel, three years ago at a senior dance. we'd both been alone for so long and. i remember joel and i were having breakfast -- -- i said something like we should go upstate and see the leaves change. -- his eyes used to be so filled with love. but it was gone. how can i go back to being alone after seeing love? i was alone for so long. what had i done with my life? i was alone so long.