dad seemed pretty good today. around when i went back, at first i though he i called the emergency people. but oh, god. i hope not. i've been so i phoned carl - my fiancee. he's going to make some calls for me i think you've met carl here a few dad had so many worries and i don't want to leave here. even if i love you. i won't go if you don't want me to. oh, bill, i love you. i love you so much. oh, bill, it's just that it all seems so what's going to happen to us? are you angry with me for saying that? you are angry. oh, bill. say something nice to me. i