stay off! this is mine! get off my train! you stubborn asshole. what are you doing? what are you doing? you can't push it with your finger. you're dead. it's your mind, you idiot. it's all in the mind. the problem is you think you're still real, that you're standin' on the floor, that you're wearin' those clothes. bullshit! you don't even have a body anymore. it's all up here. you wanna move things, you gotta use your mind. you gotta focus! you hear what i'm saying? i don't know how you focus! you just focus! it's all in the anger. you gotta direct it. you gotta channel it. cause you're angry all over. you gotta be angry here, in the pit of your stomach. bring it down here. let it explode. it's like a reactor, you know. pow! way to go. from your gut. what do i keep tellin' you? give it time! what else have you got? since they pushed me. yeah, someone pushed me! what? you don't believe me? you think i fell? you think i jumped? well, fuck you! it wasn't my time! i wasn't supposed to go! i'm not supposed to be here! i'd give everything for a drag. just one drag. who the hell are you? why are you hounding me like this? leave me alone. can you hurry this up? my husband's in the waiting room. you should know better than to try that. it's not worth it. it'll wipe you out for days.