i'd come to the realization that everything i'd based my life on was false. and that my life had no meaning. it seemed like my life was slipping away, somehow. i was a knot in the middle of a wet rope. everything was futile and nothing had value. that's a tragedy. can i finish my story please? i began my search for meaning. i was a catholic, jew, scientologist, sufi, buddhist. i went to a psychologist, psychiatrist, herbalist, nutritionist, a shaman, and a psychic. and they all pretty much say the same stuff. basically the same thing. in a very evolved, esoteric way. to make a long story short. at last i found the holistic system of systems that opened up the doors of heaven for me right here on earth. and everyday i see the world through the eyes of a child. a world of creation and wonder. overflowing with love. p.p.p. personal pan power. all the secrets of your universe are divided up into eight easily digestible slices. see, see. it's in the accessible and everyday shape of a pan pizza. each day you have a little slice of peace. you open 'em up and there's the sayings, stories, little bites of insight. it's the p.p.p. six day week. yes. correct. that's for you. keep it.