hey. are you okay? peter? what's the matter? who is this? questions about what? leave me alone. please. i'm late for work. make yourself at home. well? he what? thank you. how did you know peter? then what are you doing here? what happened to you? then why would he throw himself out a window? let me guess: `hard to explain'? i put all this behind me. i don't want to open it back up again. because i can't leave. i tried. but i couldn't. not without. he usually didn't wake up before me. but that morning, he did. he made coffee for us. then he sat there and waited for me to wake up. and when i did, he looked me right in the eye. and then he jumped. the night before we'd been talking about having children together. no. i don't think so. look. i've had the police up here, i talked with detectives, i even hired a p.i.-- this is all his stuff from school. this was our first date. what? did you find something?