god, have i been around that long? donnie, you have an answer? it is! hello. is claudia here? are you her boyfriend? yes. what's your name? you're her boyfriend? i'm her father. can i come in? i'ii go. is it. back here? it's me. claudia. it's me. i'd like to talk to you. your boyfriend let me in, i just knocked on the door -- no. no. i want to sit. i want to talk to you. i want to. i want so many things, claudia. maybe we can just talk to straighten our things out. there are so many things that i want to tell you -- please. it doesn't have to be now. maybe we can make a date to sit down, i didn't mean to walk in on you like this -- i don't want you to think that i'm that way to you -- i'm not gonna call you a slut or something -- don't yell, honey. please don't go crazy -- i'm not saying that, i'm sorry -- i have something, so much -- i'm sick, claudia. i'm sick. now stop it and listen to me right now. i am dying, i got sick. now i fell down and i'm not. don't -- i'm dying, claudia. i have cancer. i have cancer and i'm dying, soon. it's metastasized in my bones and i -- i'm not lying to you, i'm not -- baby, please, please -- please put your clothes on, please -- honey. your mother wants to hear from you -- i'm sorry. come in. fifteen minutes ago, where were those cards? i need you to get me paula -- yes. now. find her. she's somewhere in the building -- find her, get her and tell her i want to talk to her, mary. fucking hell. hello? i'm drinking. as fast as i can. i went to see her -- some fuckin' asshole answers the door in his underwear, he's fifty years old, there's coke and shit laid out on the table -- she went crazy. she went crazy, rose. i don't know. i have to go, i don't have time and i have more drinking to do before i go march -- love you too. you look great. you know. no. it's just. too late for me to be fuckin' around. i gotta stop. i gotta clean my brain of all the shit i've done that i shouldn't have done -- i don't wanna have to lie to anyone. i don't want to hurt anyone else, anymore. thirty fuckin' years i've been with rose, don't -- y'know -- with this, and i know what you think -- yeah. yes. yes. if she asks me any question i want to tell her. i want to tell her everything i've done. i won't. i got in trouble at school. fuck no. i'm fuckin' hammered, burt. ooohhhhhh no. it's been the same fuckin' thing for thirty years, burt -- and the book says: "we may by through with the past, but the past ain't through with us." in my sleep, burt. for 25. best known for the "tragedy and blood" genre, this author-playwright -- this french playwright and actor joined the bejart troupe of actors -- i'm gonna need a full name, stanley. i can't fuckin' do this. fuck. i think i'm gonna throw up, i think. i haven't thrown up since i was twenty years old. what were you saying, stanley? ok, ok, here we go: steeper questions, bigger payoff, individual challenges with musical and audio pockets, no-steal-lock-out's, let's get it on in round two, categories are: kids, adults, i'd like you to put yourself at a picnic. place yourself there with your family and friends if you'd like -- you'll hear three musical notes and you are to tell me what it might represent that you'd find at a picnic -- the first three notes: for 250. next notes, please: for 500 and the third set of notes: let's listen: mim -- that's right! imagine you are attending a jam session of classical composers and they have each done an arrangment of the classic favorite, "whispering." here are three variations on the theme, as three classic composer's might have written it -- you are to name the composer. the first: excellent. next number: stanley the man -- answer: i had a stroke, i think i had a stroke. no, no, no. i'm fine. it's small, i wanna keep going -- i'm telling you right now, i'm fine. i lost my goddamn balance and i couldn't see a moment, but i'm ok. you fuckin' don't do that. you don't do it, you cocksucker. i'll fuckin' kill you with my barehands. go. get the fuck fuck -- we're going back and we finish the show -- shut it. shut yer fuckin' mouth. c'mon down here, mim. kids! do i even have to ask? stanley, get your butt over here -- stanley, passing to one of the other kids -- richard, julia, kids? what's it gonna be, we need a player for one on one -- i need a player, kids. c'mon now. the indescision of a child, ladies and germs! well i'm not sure, stanley. i'm sorry, stanley. it's okay, stanley. it's alright. take me outta here, mary. i gotta go, i gotta go home to rose, please, please. i don't think i want that. it's not really pain. i gotta ask you for a cigarette, 'cause i don't wanna spend six hours tryin' to get it to my mouth -- how do we do this, then? do you love me, rose? i'm a bad person. no, i mean: i'm telling you this, now. you see? you see i want to make everything clear and clean. and apologize for me. for all the stupid things i've done. that will eat me up. --- don't. don't. please. just. listen to me. honey. . i've done. i've cheated on you. i've cheated on you and it kills me and the guilt of what i've done. i don't want you to think. maybe you knew, i think that maybe you've known. so i hope that i'm not saying this for me. for me to make myself feel better about what i've done. but for making you not feel like you're sitting there like a jerk. you've been the good one. you understand. i'm so sorry for all i've done wrong. and this is pathetic. what? "dying man, confess the sins" something? is it selfish for me to say this? to say what i've done. i feel better already. i do. do you hate me? yeah. will that help? i don't even remember. many. twenty. maybe more. not much more. twenty times. i'll answer anything. yes. rose, i don't -- paula. ellen. that's it. no. just once. two years. three years. it's over. i talked to her this morning. it's over becuase. for all the the right reasons i hope, what i said. what? no, rose, jesus, no -- i don't. i don't know. i love you so much. why, well i think we've, we both don't know. what do you mean? maybe. i don't. do you know the answer to this? i think that she thinks i may have molested her. she thinks terrible things that somehow got in her head. that i might have done something. she said that to me last time. when it was. ten years ago she walked out the door, "you touched me wrong" "i know that." some crazy thought in her, in her head. no. i don't know. i really don't know. i don't know what i've done. i don't know. what? . no. no, please. i don't know what i've done. stay here, please don't leave me, please, please, if i said i knew would you stay? i don't know what i've done.