two minutes later helen was on the phone to me. and i had to call jan. will you be quiet! you don't know what psychosomatic means. the doctor's trying to talk on the phone. how can i go back to harrisburg? they know me there as elva macduff cindy. it doesn't fit any more. i hope he has your looks, and the doctor's brains. jan, how somebody so graceful can have such an awkward sense of diplomacy, i'll never know. there's something weird going on around here that i can't follow. and ben rushed off to see him. what a temptation. she's just gone there.