approximately sixty four hundred hours before desert storm, we were on a routine recon inside iraqi-controlled terrain, assessing troop strength for what saddam hussein promised to be the mother of all wars . but turned out to be just a little warm up for the whomping he got a few years later. i found it again. i remember. whir of rewinding audio -- what else did we talk about? you don't believe any of it. -- maybe that's what they want. maybe that's what they want. -- i watched raymond shaw kill someone. i watched him kill private eddie mavole. like it was nothing. we were all hooked up to iv tubes and wires and equipment -- heart monitors, head monitors, electroshock -- and a lot of stuff i've never seen before . . finding, finally, an inside page of the science & technology section of the times, with the headline: what? marco stares at the photograph.