i'm totally ready. mother. you're such a morning person. blueberries! hey. it's only two hours away. i'll come back all the time. i'm just saying, you're going to be fine. mother. mom. i have'ta go. i'll call you. bye. mom, i'm sorry. i wanted to tell you. but it never felt right. i didn't want to bring up memories. i didn't want to do anything that might make you regret your choices. besides, dad would have freaked. i think playing in a band called "bitch" might put a dent in the whole "perfect family" thing. yes it is. can we please not do that? please? cause it is. i know he does. are you mad at me? so much. what do you mean? a ghost? no. but once i heard. someone crying. a girl. i thought i was crazy.